I wish I knew someone who knows

What it’s like to have a brother or sister or other close family member with epilepsy. Who also knows that every single seizure is scary… Even after 5 years. Who knows what it looks like… And how that picture of someone you truly love… Hurting like that… Never ever leaves. I wish I knew someone who also wakes up at 2 or 3 in the morning cause seizures can be super loud. I just want someone to talk to. I don’t wish it on anyone, obviously, but I just wish I knew someone else who knows what it’s like. Who maybe cares more to ask how he’s doing, or I’m doing… Rather than just shaking their heads and apologizing cause they don’t understand. I just wish there was someone else who understood… I feel so alone:/ maybe I just want someone to talk to… Or just have someone who’s there to listen..